I am a rapid-cycling manic-depressive, bi-polar one disorder, which means I can have thirty or forty episodes a year, and I used to have thirty to forty episodes a year. Andy Behrman cycledepressivedisorder Change image and share on social
The little depression I experienced during my manic-depression was not like depression as anyone else had ever described it. It was very violent and angry, and I was full of rage. I wasn't lying in bed. Andy Behrman angrybeddepression share on social
My eating habits are the only behaviour of mine that are still manic. I can't walk by a restaurant, a bakery, an ice-cream store or a candy store without making a purchase; the amount of calories I take in today are at least five times as many as I took before starting on all of this medication. Andy Behrman amountbakerybehaviour share on social
My ever-present mania meant I was never phased by staying up twenty hours a day or by the different time zones. I was Superman. Andy Behrman dayhourmania Change image and share on social
People accuse me of glamorizing mental illness. Looking back sometimes, that's true. But I don't feel guilty. Andy Behrman accusebackfeel Change image and share on social
Manic depression is a type of depression, technically, and it's the opposite of uni-polar. Manic depression is also called bi-polar disorder. Some people don't like to call it that because they think it makes it sound too nice, when the reality is if you have manic-depression you have manic-depression. Andy Behrman calldepressiondisorder share on social
Like most manic depressives, some of my symptoms included racing thoughts that I simply had to act upon - flying from New York to Paris and taking the train to Berlin; flying to Argentina in the middle of the night; spending tens of thousands of dollars on unnecessary garments, dinners and gifts. Andy Behrman actargentinaberlin share on social
In total, I was diagnosed with depression by eight psychotherapists and psychiatrists over a period of thirteen years. Diagnosed wrong. Absolutely wrong. My accurate diagnosis was manic depression, or what we call bipolar disorder today. Andy Behrman absolutelyaccuratebipolar share on social
There are lots of people with mental health disabilities, and that's just the way their life is; it's not like you see it in the movies. Andy Behrman disabilityhealthlife Change image and share on social
I couldn't sleep for nights on end, as my brain felt like there were thoughts colliding within it; I obsessed over small details, from saving pennies and polishing each one of them to washing my clothing over and over in the washing machine. Andy Behrman brainclthecollide share on social